Winter is in full swing in Maine.
Winter began in mid December with a good dusting of snow, but then covered with rain. January gave us extreme freezing temps that even I started to get sick of them. I think my only response is cuddle and sleep. Got myself outside as much as possible, even though my internal core just didn't want to warm up. This year is making it hard to be my regular outside self. Always good to find yourself not as your routine self.
One thing I set out to accomplish this month is painting larger than I have been, wait I think I started this summer. Since I started painting "plein-air" (outside painting) I have been using smaller canvas's. I thought go big, Justine, you used to paint huge 8 foot paintings, this will be so easy....
Day after day I struggled to 'go big', first I thought it was my paint brush size, then maybe it was the paint? Questioning myself and realizing I was in full struggle, the cold set in and my motivation kept thinking about those blankets and warm bed to cozy up in.
I have been listening to Better than Before by Gretchen Rubin and I must say this book is helping me get through my stuck.
She talks about habits and how we end up creating our habits and how our personality type can really sway our habits a certain way. So many great tidbits about how to break or create new ones.
A great new year/ new you book to reflect on your own personal habits and create new ones. Working to understand my personality better so I can understand my habit of having a consistent procrastination technique.
At least I got some legs in my habit race, got one of these paintings done. 30"x30", not 8 Feet, but I will take what I can get.
What's your habit that you are working on?